Marilyn Macabre's Torture Chamber

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sun, 19 Aug 2007 18:45:37 GMT

last night my dad comes to the airport to pick me, my mom and melissa up cause we just got back from California. We pull up to the house and whats the first thing we see? a big ol Flag Pole right in the middle of our yard. i thought that was tacky enough but then i see it has two flags on it and another american flag on the house.

i heard my mom and brother talking later that night and he said my dads put it up about three or four days ago. i hear my brother keep saying "im just gonna take it down now" and my mom arguing with him even though i new she wanted him to. i hear the door open and i see shane outside running to the side of the house with the Pole, it was so funny. he didnt seem to no what to do with it next so he just kinda stood around and walked to the end of the driveway and stood there. he finaly setteled on throwing it on the side of the house. when he comes back in, all my mom says is "whyd you have to do it when i was home."

they talk in the kitchen for a while about it and then go outside and my mom decides to make shane put it back up. it took her a while to get him to do it cause he kept saying "i though you would like it", so i guess she didnt no he was taking it down.

all this was happening with my dad in the basement having no idea about any of it. half an hour later the Pole is finaly back up in the middle of the yard with some help from Melissa. afterwards my mom and shane are standing at the front door looking at it and arguing when my mom goes "are you drunk? were you driving my car DRUNK?" they were yelling about now and its around 1:30 in the morning.

well the flag was back up but melissa says its probily not going to stay cause its a windy night. i wake up the next day and surprisingly our front yard looks worse. the Pole is now tilted about 65 degrees. well my dads defenitaly going to notice that.

he gets home and imedientaly starts yelling at my mom about how she broke it and shanes going to buy him a new one blah blah blah, but lucky for her she knows how to handle him. she finaly gets him to shut up and they agree that shane will buy a new Pole and put it up if my mom can choose the spot.

hopefully its in the back yard.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sat, 03 Dec 2005 15:29:32 GMT

so at robs semi we new like a total of 7 people all together so it was kinda boring. i saw a bunch of people that i havent seen in years from reynolds there and i saw my cousin! lol i havent seen him in like 6 years. when rob pointed him out i was like, naww thats not him then i looked again and was like OMG IT IS lol it was great. I kinda wanted to talk to Rex there but rob didnt no him so i though that would be weird and dindt lol. we ended up leaveing at like 9 30, we were there for 3 houres it was a good run. we went out to eat with jon matt andy and courtney, at least my turkey sandwich was good.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Thu, 17 Nov 2005 02:47:32 GMT

so im going back out with rob now, i dont even no why. its kinda worse than being single beucuse im narrowed down to one guy now and we dont even hang out and barley talk. its weird how all of my friends that are freinds with him to think its great but my freinds that arent think im being stupid, wich i am. he changed his myspace to divorced, what the hells that supposed to mean. i wish i could jsut get a guy that cares (not like tom) and wants to hang out alot. i dont even no anymore.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Mon, 31 Oct 2005 20:56:09 GMT

me and jessica

amanda and i

once again

matt looken like a fag and the scooby doo gang

the asian gange plus one

bottom half of erick and rickys head

gwags and some kid

roy and john

robby and me

lisa and i

lisa and her BF

gina and lindsey

the swaing gang

ricky at his best

once again

some losers

alison and amanda

all of us

losers

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:32:08 GMT

work today wasnt that bad. it was pretty slow but rob, drew and amanda came in today so that was good. Mr Wagner came in to lol that was so randome.
so last night my sisters friend did our eyebrows since she needs to pracitce for school. shes like a perfectionist so it took sooo long lol, but it was good. my eyebrows feel so smooth.
picture day tuesday and toms comming back, proboly wont get expelled since they have no reason, so thats good.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:05:06 GMT

we started badmitten in gym today, well yesterday but still. nicky t is my partner and i never realized how good we were untill we played other teams lol. god its so easy. i got my progress report and im passing eveyrhting buy gym. i hate mrs fucking seja, she even had to say i had an bad attitude on the paper. the rest of the day was pretty boring but it always is. when i got home i made an appointment to get my hiar done for 4 but my mom decided to be stupid and stay an houre later after school so we were late. i guess it looks ok. so i got home and melissa says tom called and he wants me to call him back on his freinds number, but my stupid sister forgot the friends name and didnt get a number. so that helped. so i sleept the rest of the day. i should have spent it makeing my costume but i guess ill have to do it tommorw or something.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Thu, 13 Oct 2005 17:24:05 GMT

i miss my friends

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Wed, 21 Sep 2005 02:26:41 GMT

Today i got the cutest complement. it was totaly out of the blue but it was great. yesterday i saw a fight, it was so great and there was another one today to. I might get a job at panera bread but im not to happy about wearing a hat again. i need a goddamn boyfriend so bad, it sucks. everyone sucks. i wanna go to philli again soon, i miss it.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sat, 17 Sep 2005 15:27:10 GMT

i found out this morning that they found the first excaped psycho killer in from of the hospital on sept.6. but now theres another excaped patient, not a killer this time, but has a history of violence. a bus driver droped him off at Five Points the other day so now this ones in hamilton. hes 5'11, brown hiar, flip flops and lots of tattoos. the last one was in trenton some where but this ones here for sure. so, watch out.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 19:56:37 GMT

i cant believe summers over already. But there is a good part to it. Festival and halloween are comming up. a couple great shows are comming soon in Oct. i cant wait for thoes. i cant wait till im out of school. summer vacation forever. school wasnt that bad today proboly because it was the first day and only 15 min long classes. i was glad though to find people in my lunch like erik nick and kevin.
i need more movies to watch. i got the greatest comic books with ricky the other day. at least that will keep me ocupied during school. i got my belt buckel back from rob also so that will help out. ill proboly visit bean during lunch a few times also.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Wed, 31 Aug 2005 02:04:34 GMT

sooo, im so mad schools starting. i need to find a new job so i can work more. i hate haveing to go to bed early and wakeing up early. totaly sucks. not to mention the people i have to be around all day.
well there was a show yesterday and it was pretty good, kinda boring at first but then it got better for some reason. except that bean and i had to walk to find him a pooper. god. i met some cool people though even if i will never talk to them again.
its to damn humid out, i cant walk anywhere.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sat, 13 Aug 2005 04:13:49 GMT

I went to the movies with brigitte and shawnee today. we saw i couple movie, one was kinda stupid. i saw someone i hadnt see in a while there. ive realized that hes the only guy that i actauly get nervous around, that i can remeber. well its quite odveous why, he like the perfect guy. it was nice seeing him again for like the 2 sec that i did.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Mon, 18 Jul 2005 19:50:35 GMT

This summer has been shitty so far. i was just thinking to day how i havent done anything so far. i havent gone to the beach, on my aunts boat, philli, i havent even gone swimming yet. so i told brigitte this and now were going to her shore house for a couple day since all ive been doing is working. i dont no what else to say.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Mon, 27 Jun 2005 05:38:23 GMT

i dont really no where to start, Drews BBQ, it was fun. Amanda and i spent most of our time in his basement making maccaroni and cheese. i turned out like crap, but Nicky T ate is because he was stoned and didnt notice. Hes really gotta stop with it. I got to hear Jons band, they were good. Kenny went on the slip and slide and hugged me right after so i got so soaked its not even funny. So after we had to wait like 30 min for the checkers to pack up so we could all go to the carnival. It was fun hanging out with rob considering hes been at BOYSCOUT CAMP!! for like a week. so that was good and after we went back to ryans to make funions. delicious.

Now im working from 3 to 9. i though it would be bad but its actualy much better. Theres like no one that comes in so i basicaly stand there and play on my moms cell phone the whole time.

so thats about it, the carnival was fun and now its over so thers nothing to do anymore.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Mon, 13 Jun 2005 03:57:05 GMT

god schools almost out, its about time. i cant wait to sleep all day and go to the shore. i dont even want to change my clothes all summer, sleep and eat in the same thing. thats it. im bored

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Thu, 02 Jun 2005 19:45:44 GMT

i havent posted in a while so i though it would. Not much has happened but then again alot has. Ill proboly be quiting subway since ill be working at the dollar tree and the girl(or woman i have no idea) seems to have a problem with me so id rather not seen her again. Im hoping to be able to take the train with cam and bean to the LCB and KuDaTa show but im not sure if ill be able to because of what happened last saturday. Im hoping i can purswaid my mom, since i didnt do anything THAT bad saturday. Theres onely like 3 real days left of school, thank god. I cant wait to sleep more. The whole Tyler things kinda weird, im not sure if i want a boyfriend or not. and then theres rob who says he likes me but then never talks to me. Ill find someone soon, dont worry

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sun, 22 May 2005 02:24:11 GMT

I cant wait till schools over and i get out of here. I wish we could move but i no that wont happen. The only thing i do now adays is watch tv and sleep. The kid that claims to like me doesnt even act like he likes me. I really just need someone to come out of the blue that i can hang out with everday, even if it is only for a month or something.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Wed, 11 May 2005 02:26:07 GMT

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Fri, 06 May 2005 19:25:05 GMT

there was teen arts today. it was very boring. the most i did was eat. i got my paper sculpture critiqued. that was boring. I saw Aaron Bongart today, whom i havent seen in like a year. he grew alot taller and his hair was longer, but he was still the same creepy Aaron i remeber. I was suprirsed to see John Sorge and Drew there, but it was nice seeing people that i dont normaly see. there were so many people there that i havent seen in years, and some people that i though i hadent seen in years but ends up that there in one of my classes lol. So thats basicaly all i did today becides walking around with Kiasia and Felly looking for the clay and painting rooms and watching matt to yoga (the only boy in the whole gym). but it still beats school.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sat, 30 Apr 2005 20:56:16 GMT

So i told matt that i would meet him after 8th period outside, and i firuged that he wouldnt mind it i went to sci. to hand in my homework and get some papers and when i leave to find him hes like flipping out Thinking that he wasnt going to find me.
So we went to Bridgets house to pick her up and then went on the train to Rutgers. Sandy and Lou were there to pick us up and of course Sandys already drunk. So we go to her neighbors BBQ and, let me just tell you that i never felt so uncomfortable. All the guys wouldnt shut up about how much we looked alike and they wanted me to take picutres with them and all. So we drank for a bout an hour and then relized the reason why we went down there in the first place. so after about 20 more minutes we walked to the bus stop. I dont think i talked to one sober person all night. some girl threw up on my sisters friends leg on the way there so he had to go the whole concert with throw up on him. So we got the Bush and Elephant man was on so we thought we missed them but it ends up that we got there just on time, thank god. Dropkick was great except for the fact that all the people up front were black and waiting for Nas to go on and everytime someone tryed to mosh or crowd surf the cops would come with pepper spray and push everyone.
When Sandy Bridget and i were standing there waiting for them to come on, some drunk guy came up to us and started offering me his drink and trying to get me to dance with him and come smoke with them afterwards, yah right. From the very begining Bridget and i got split up from matt, he was so annoying i coulnt have been happyer.
after we went out to eat and just drank and watched movies the rest of the night with her neighbors. Some girl from greece was trying to teach us to blow smoke rings, i only got like 2 though.
we took the 900 train the next morning and when i got home, of course Ricky calls to smoke befor work. So i smoke for about half an houre and then play video games and then went to work. Amanda and matt were standing outside of shop rite for some reason so they came to visit me and it made me happy, but it always makes me happey when people visit.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Mon, 25 Apr 2005 00:31:23 GMT

Dropkick Murphys in 4 days, i cant wait

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Thu, 21 Apr 2005 19:02:09 GMT

today wasnt that bad. Well be watching Braveheart in history tommorow and some movie in the class after that. I keep thinking todays friday but its only thursdy, not that the weekends that great because all i do is work and sleep but fridays going to be great. If it happens then ill go to Lambervill high with matt and amanda and then go to rickys afterward and watch the Ed Gein movie and "do stuff", no not that kinda stuff. I cant wait for it to get warm again, i wanna go to the beach so bad.
Now that i have a job and i have money i dont no what to do with it. I want to go shopping but i dont want to go to quakerbrige mall because theres no good shops there.
I got my permit now and by my birthday ill have my liscence. It weird considering i just got my permet and my birthday was in december.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Mon, 11 Apr 2005 01:23:57 GMT

This is fucken crazy, ive been craving cigeretts so bad lately and i dont even smoke.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:48:02 GMT

Thursday i went to see Less Than Jake with Matt. It was so great, it reminded me of the streetlight show but proobly a little bit more crouded considering it was a school night. I thought i was going to pass out from dehidration, it was sooo hot in there, untill a guy came up to me and bought me a drink. I could have kissed him i was so happy. They played for like an houre and a half and we didnt get home till 1. of course i went home took a shower since i was covered in sweat and i wasent tired at all the next day. i was surprised.
Firday i went and saw Sin City with ricky. it was really good but i wish they showed more blood. Sunday i just went over rickys with about 5 other people and we watched the TEd Bundy movie. out of all the mass murderer movies ive seen i got to say that was the greatest. it was so funny.

redrumxmanson@netscape.net — Thu, 31 Mar 2005 16:46:10 GMT

Haven't been doing much i dont think this week. My moms going to start painting my room while im at work and ill help her when im done. Alli can remeber from this week is, i cant remeber what i did friday but i think i went to jill and janelles hopen to smoke but jsut went home, saturday i had work and redyed my hair and sunday was easter wich was nothing but candy. Monday i went to Abington with Ryan again for Britneys birthday, wich was bowling. But we got there around 5 right when it ended and of course Ryan and EMily ended leaving again like two time. I believe thats going to be the last time im going there. Tuesday i got my hair cut and she curled it weird, and cam and i wen to jill and janelles house where matt and i smoked while amanda john and billy went to trenton for some reason. Johns realy weird and i highly doubt jill and him will stay together any longer. So yesterday, Camielle Amanda and i had the first sleep over in a while all together, brought back good times. We took pictures and drank some and found her moms stash lol wich was in the cabinet with the cereal.